I am ME!!

“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.”
Virginia Satir quote

I posted this about 7 months ago and thought I should post it again. A reminder that I am who I am and nothing will change that but me I am the only one who can change who I am. I am proud of who I am and I have figured out that I will survive. This speed bump in my life is just that a speed bump and a learning lesson. So if you don't like me or what I have to say tough this is MY blog to express MY feelings and MY life. I am who I am and I am not changing for you or anyone one else who thinks that I should not put myself out on MY blog.

2009 Chevy Traverse

Here is my New 2009 Chevrolet Traverse that I bought last Friday!! I will post more photo's later but I just had to share this exciting news with you all!!

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Love the ones who don't just because you can. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Kiss slowly. Forgive quickly. God never said life would be easy. He just promised it would be worth it.

I got this in a email today and I just thought I should share it with you all.

Life

Life lessons are hard sometimes, and I have learned a few over the last 8 months. I know I will struggle with the divorce from Corey but I know each of us will move on and have happy lives again. I know that the divorce did not just effect me and Corey but it effected both of our families and our friends. I thought that with the divorce final now that the DRAMA would end, but I think it's just beginning. I just learned that someone is very hurt and upset with ME about what I have wrote on my blog about Corey and me and the whole divorce. They think that I have not been totally truthful about what happened, but I have been truthful to the people that matter and to the people close to me. They are the one's that know the WHOLE story and not just one side, a side that doesn't understand MY feelings. Besides this is MY blog and MY feelings to share. I can not tell the WHOLE story because I can not hurt Corey like that to let everyone know just what he did and didn't do. Both Corey and I are to blame and responsible for the ending of our marriage, we both have an equal share in this. Life will go on and I know I will be happier and I hope the same for Corey. So if your still mad at ME for what I write then I suggest you stop reading my blog, I am not hiding anymore from life I am putting my life back out here on MY blog.

A Redneck Date!!

I had a Redneck date last night to the races in Hermiston and I had a blast. Damon and I met up with Heidi and Jason and had a blast talking, hanging out and enjoying the races. The race track had a great turn out as well, the stands where full of people. It been a long time since I have been to a race track. Not a lot of cars where there but the racing was good. Thanks Damon for a memorable evening out.

Comments...

that are left on my blog that are a slam to me will be removed. This is to the person who thinks they know the WHOLE story but I really think they only know one side of the story. I think you should have both sides before judging me or anyone else in your life. And to answer your question YES God has forgiven me for what I have done.

I believe that Jesus Christ true God, Son of the Father from eternity, and true man, born of the Virgin Mary is my Lord. At great cost he has saved and redeemed me, a lost of the condemned person. He has freed me from the sin, death and the power of the devil not with silver or gold, but with his holy and precious blood and his innocent suffering and death. All this he has done that I may be his own, lived under him in his kingdom, and serve him in everlasting righteousness, innocence, and blessedness, just as is risen from the dead and lives and rules eternally. This is most certainly true.

Anonymous...

comments left on my blog have been deleted. I just have one question do you know the WHOLE story????

Women of Faith Event

I spent last Friday and Saturday at a Women of Faith event in Spokane, Washington. I am so glad I went I had my eyes opened about a few things in my life that I never looked at until now and thought about how I want to change and make them better.

I am a Single Girl...

I am a single girl now! I learned yesterday that my divorce was finalized on May 18th, 2009. That was a fast divorce I filed on the 13th of May and the Judge signed it on the 18th. So where will my life go from here?? I have no clue right now, I am just taking one day at a time and taking each day as it comes with the good and the bad. I am so Thankful for my family and friends that have helped me through this. Yesterday was a bad day and today is a GOOD day, it's the first day of my new life.