Am I failing???

I feel that I am failing right now with my weight it is getting the better of me. I weighed in last night and gained 1.8 pds. Ya I know 1.8 is not that bad but still it's a gain from the week before. But at least I am not blind about why I gained it's my eating, I just can't seem to stay on track. I do really good for a few days then fall flat on my face. I know I have done well with what I have already lost to date but still I am frustrated with this last 30 pounds that needs to go. I am trying to get myself motivate to get back on track and stick with it because I know I can do this I know I can win the battle of the FAT. As I told Cindy last night (as I am on the treadmill) I need someone to inspire me to push me. I need you girls to help me and push me to reach my goals. I want to have SUCCESS with getting to my goal weight in 2008. Will you help me not be a failure?