A weekend away!!

I am heading to Salem for the weekend! I am so excited to get out of town for a couple of days and forget about my personal life. I need a nice little break from it all, even though I know I will be talking about my life with my aunt. My aunt is the best person to talk with she will listen and give advice on what I should and should not do at this point, and I need so of that right now. I am leaving after work and will be home late Saturday or Sunday. I kinda want to be back Saturday to go to Church on Sunday morning but I also want to spend time with family. We will see what happens. Hope everyone has a great weekend and I will update you when I get back.

Feelings!

I am a bit of a mess at this moment and wish I could express my feeling and what is truly going on in my life but there is another party involved that I don't want to hurt any more then I already have. So what is my life lesson that I am to be learning here? I keep wondering and asking for gaudiness and he is giving it to me but just not in a way that I fully understand at this time. I am so thankful for my family and friends right now they are truly my life line right now. THANK YOU Cindy, Amy, and Carrie for being here for me, your truly the best. I am also very thankful for my therapist at the moment she has helped me move forward and make me deal with things that I have not wanted to deal with. It's amazing how you can open up to someone who you don't know at all and tell them your life story and the mess that your life has become. I guess it's because you know inside they are not going to judge you for what has accrued and will help you get back on to the path of life that you want to be on.

Happy New Years!!

Happy New Years to you all! Yes I know I am a few days late but I am finally able to sit and blog. I spent my New Years Eve out with friends and enjoying myself doing something that I have never done before. What a time we had and a story that will not be forgot! HOPE 2009 is your year as well to make some of your HOPES and dreams come true.

Santa was good to me this year got lots of things that I did not expect. I spent the day with my family and enjoyed the day relaxing and enjoying the snow that we had.

Last Monday night my dad had to have his appendix removed. He is doing much better was released from the hospital Wednesday morning. He will be able to return to work some time in the next two weeks. Thanks for the prayers!

I am trying to keep myself busy and focused on me, but some days are better then others so I am taking one day at a time.