Friday, January 08, 2010

2010 One Little Word!

So each year I have been picking one little word to keep in mind to encourage me to with my hopes and dreams. 2009's word was Hope, I hoped for alot last year and alot of those things came true for me. I had hoped for peace and calm in my heart with my ex-husband, hoped to get over the guilt that I had for my actions, hoped I would come to a place of happiness, hoped to learn about myself and hoped to grow with my faith. I have peace and calm in my heart for my ex and I no longer have the guilt and I am for once truly happy with my life and I am growing with my faith. As I have been thinking of what word will help me for 2010 I have to say it's my Faith. Faith in God that He will guide me to where He wants me to be and who He wants me to be. At Church this last Sunday Pastor talked about "The Good Life". So what is "The Good Life"? Well there is one "Good Life" of having money, the nice house the new cars and anything else that you dream about. But is that truly "The Good Life", No!! The true "Good Life" is living a life of happiness that you don't have to buy, that you can live a nice simple life with your loving family and truly be happier then the person who has everything. I feel at times that I have stepped back (social class) but when I look at it in Gods eyes I have moved up. I am truly at a better place and I am a happier person. It is so hard to explain where my heart and head are at right now but I know I am a work in progress. I love the fact that Damon is into God and he is helping me grow to follow Gods word and live a happy life. So I think you will see and hear more about Faith in my life this year.